Iam jyothi studying 12th… have lots of small small wishes and dream…
And this age my wish which has come at the top of the list is joining a posh engineering college….
As u all aware.. Parents are always against to our wish… my father wanted me to became a doctor (Typical father).. And I know its not going to happen I made sure I won’t get good mark in biological subject…. I did.. I got very less cut off and my father didn’t have any choice rather than joining me to engineering college….
At this point problem is not stopped… its increased, he made me to join a college near to my house… but my wish was joining hostel.. away from home.. enjoy the life…. Had small wishes like atleast to cut the class once and go for cinema… to get cup (arrears)..
And I can’t go against my father, accepted the college and the department and joined...
First day of the college:
My father,mother and I went to the college… all my hope gone down still more… my dreams crashed… the college had a long building without any campus… not even gate… open space…. i am seeing goats dogs....the college was not fulfilling 1% of my wish…
My dream…
College with big building… big campus… students outside… roaming here and there…. girls are wearing all the colorful dress…..
Real Thing...
Goats and dogs were roaming here and there…. no campus…. Cant even see any students outside… all are attending the class… girls applying oil to there head… wearing only chuddy with dupata pined on both side….
First Year:
With the sad face went into the class…. Everybody are new … lecture introducing themselves and getting our introduction…. I madeup my mind live with the truth.
Days went…. Listening…..taking notes…reading…. Continued for the whole year… got few frnds and many became known faces…..
The class room consist of all levels of people (Hero to comedian)… and students from different places… different schools.. Different level of thinking….
I kept myself mingling with few girls of similar school… in my college one mechanical lecture named karthikeyan had bad impression to government school boys… he always used to comment, tease the government school guys.. I really do no know anything about the govt boys.. Even I used to see them at very low level even I am studying school..Now it’s college and we all in the same class… so I didn’t had any good or bad impression on them…
karthikeyan class:
As usual karthikeyan entered the class, started asking question to government school boys… on that day a boy caught .. karthikeyan insulted him.. but he kept quite… I dono the guy name…. as of now we will keep this guy name as govtguy… ok
Day by day all my happiness was going down.. I felt school is better than this college… its like a primary school….. When I am studying school I had freedom,enjoyment,happiness,.. Now it’s all gone… even if we smile, talk.. The lecture used to scold us thinking we are commenting them…. Finished the exams.. Passed all the subjects… moved to second year
Second Year:
Now we are seated as department wise…. again I am seeing new faces and very less knows faces…now I can see many other state boys and girls… I didn’t feel much that I am missing while moving to second yr... bcoz i have not made any close friends in first year…
Seen many unfriendly girls... so didn’t affect much….
Our department is divided into two classes and whomever I know they all went to "A" section.. I got "B" section.. all girls moved to B section.. “A” section is like a mechanical dept.
choosen second seat and all the Andhra guys seated in the next bench.. We were not comfortable in sitting there but we like second bench (where we can hear lecture well and question also will come less to us...)
So decided to sit there…
I forgot to tell about the govtguy right… he also from our dept (E.C.E) but “A” section….
Initial period:
As usual we were taking notes..listening… reading… and sometimes chatting between girls….
To my shock... The Andhra guys back of us not at all listening the class atleast for a moment ..Going on commenting... Chatting… it was a different experience.. They are enjoying more than what I used to dream…… as the days went we girls also started chatting… all girls started coming close… mingling well…
3rd Semester:
Now we are chatting…. Chatting… and acting like listening the class…..
4th Semester:
Few guys started talking to us… as u all know.. I am very talkative… and easy going girl….. but reserverd character... taken some time for me to feel comfortable and slowly started talking… giving pens, paper to these back seated guys…. As the days went, many started taking… now “A” section guys were mingling with us… they are pity right, no girls in their class… I got some good friends from “A” section. And that some good friends is “Jolly Guys” group… the guys named there group like that… copying that we girls also named our group as “VAG” friends…. Copying…. its ok... its all happens.. :)
In jolly guys group, I know only three guy one is Pandu, Annis and Sathya…. U knows one thing that govtguy is one among the jolly guys group… :):):)
Still dono his name.. and not even talked… I dono how to start or what to talk.. didn’t had any common things to share.. didn’t get any opportunity …
One day, me along with other girls were going to busstop to catch our bus.. on the way we seen the jolly guys group.. they all came there to take bus pass.. Not to see us…. :)
The girls kept talking to them and I remained silent… bcoz for me, there is starting problem….with me two girls were there one is Asha and other is gayathri.. gayathri knows pandu in 1st yr.. and Joy know Annis.. joy was asking that govtguy about kavedhai…. Again a flop for me.. I am weak in tamil… I can read only bus name…she is praising him for his kavedhai… I don’t know anything about kavedhai so I am just smiling. After they left I come to know that the guy name is gopi.. now, there is no use for the name govtguy as I came to know his name….. :):
